I realize that everything about life can be boiled down to two things: accept or change.
Life choices become easier and sensible if you reason like this:
1. Life is best lived when we constantly change for better.
2. Any change has its risks and unknown hardships. Be prepared to confront them.
3. Do not judge by its appearance and have some patience when deciding what is best for you.
You are caught between willingly sacrifice to make the change happen or reluctantly lose your life to inertia and inaction.